Wednesday, August 27, 2014

Wise man's paradise

I know not how lame,
is the colour of your game,
am not a person sane,
to my life, am a bane.

Life's open arms do greet,
treading feet is in discreet,
mingling of mind with wine,
thoughts filled like crine.

Riding on leopard time,
old scars still chime,
gives me secret elixir,
boon to wisdom's triter.

All happens for a reason,
to self-faith looks a treason,
but it is the lesson I adore,
as is found in oozing abhor.

Saturday, August 9, 2014

Letters to Anita : The Letter 5



The principles of love are not defined by doctrines of wisdom. It is an untamed force that knows no prodigy. It is but a simple flowing river, fed by rivulets of hope, which empties itself into the ocean of desire. Its path may be strewn with numerous obstacles, but it still goes on. And when it cannot meet the ocean, it floods the plains of wisdom and kills itself. Ocean unfed by the river, starves to death. It then vanishes into thin air and does not return again. Then on some fine day, maybe in a faraway land, clouds gather at the abuttal of heart and mind. And it rains again into the parched earth of desire.

Anita,

Stop writing these letters to me. You are just hurting yourself. I know you love me very much. But I love someone else more. She is not perfect, but perfect enough to reach my heart.

You sent me a leaf, probably from that tree where we once sat and spend hours talking. You were always a very good friend of mine and I hid nothing from you. I will always love you as a friend. Because that’s what you are. Where is my long lost cherished friend?

Some nights, you walk down to my home and put the letters in my letter box. You take great care in writing those. I know you try to instill love in my heart. But you don’t have to. It is already filled with the sweet love of friendship that I have always cherished. I will keep this letter in the box for you to read. I hope you will understand. 

Yours only true friend.

She wept under the tree which once shaded her from the harshness of life. But now the tree seemed like a grotesque monster ready to devour her with dark boughs. It seemed peaceful now. It will be just like the old times. A river was flowing through her heart and it has flooded the plains of her wisdom.

The principles of love are not defined by doctrines of wisdom.

Saturday, August 2, 2014

Letters to Anita : Letter 5

            A sudden searing pain jabbed at his back electrocuting his spine. He wanted to scream his lungs out but sound seemed to do the lacking. He tried to reach his hand to something at his back but the coldness of the steel sliced his flesh as he tried to. Someone was watching him. He tried to look but his eyelids were too heavy to open. Somehow blood has filled his mouth or was he hallucinating? His legs gave away and he slipped into a muddy ditch in front of him. He tried to pick himself up but it seemed his legs were chained to heavy iron balls. Suddenly he realized what the ditch was for and coldness ran through his body. A cloudy rainy dusk will bring the night soon. Calmness begins to envelope him and there is no pain anymore. He just wants to sleep now. As he slipped into his sleep a dark figure appeared over the ditch. He couldn’t make out who it was. Behind it the tree seemed like a grotesque monster ready to devour him with dark boughs. Or was it the figure. The monster started reading from a piece of paper. Was it his letter? It was barely audible to him. He did not care anymore. He closed his eyes and he loved the darkness. There was something very reliving about it.